Everybody believes them without a murmur of doubt. He is striving to recover fortune and reputation and feels he is doing very well. This is the one he likes his fellows to see. The inventory was ours, not the other mans. Our very lives, as ex-problem drinkers, depend upon our constant thought of others and how we may help meet their needs. You may be afraid your husband will lose his position; you are thinking of the disgrace and hard times which will befall you and the children. In many homes this is a difficult thing to do, but it must be done if any results are to be expected. Though you have talked with the family, leave them out of the first discussion. How blind I had been.

Our friends have counseled chucking the men and we have done so with finality, only to be back in a little while hoping, always hoping. But if you cannot or will not stop drinking, I think you ought to resign.. She met these responsibilities gallantly. Then came the hospital with unbearable mental and physical suffering. Meanwhile, we are sure a great deal can be accomplished by the use of the book alone. Family confidence in dad is rising high. He is very much the actor. The question of how to approach the man we hated will arise. You do not know what to tell the children. Dont start out as an evangelist or reformer. After all, had he not been sober six months now? In a weak moment he may take your dislike of his high-stepping friends as one of those insanely trivial excuses to drink. I have never seen one single case recover, where that state of mind existed to the extent that it does in you. Our friend felt as though the gates of hell had closed on him with a clang. Understanding our work, he can do this with an eye to selecting those who are willing and able to recover on a spiritual basis. When drinking, or getting over a bout, an alcoholic, sometimes the model of honesty when normal, will do incredible things. It boils right down to this: No man should be fired just because he is alcoholic. To a person who has had experience with an alcoholic, this may seem like tempting Providence, but it isnt. As animals on a treadmill, we have patiently and wearily climbed, falling back in exhaustion after each futile effort to reach solid ground. Fear gripped him. He wasnt himself. We have traveled a rocky road, there is no mistake about that. We may have seemed to lecture. Whatever our ideal turns out to be, we must be willing to grow toward it. Aint it grand the wind stopped blowin?. Home BoardPrep Blog Alcoholics Anonymous The Big Book Pages 1 164, The text of the 1st 164 pages of Alcoholics Anonymous. Maybe youre right, he said. We avoid retaliation or argument. Now about sex. The experiment of quitting for a period of time will be helpful, but we think we can render an even greater service to alcoholic sufferers and perhaps to the medical fraternity. We were grateful that Reason had brought us so far. Most stand-alone novels run between 80,000 and 95,000 words. But above all, we tried to be sensible on this question. There you will find release from care, boredom and worry. So to you out there-who may soon be with us-we say Good luck and God bless you!. There are the same fast friendships, there is the same helpfulness to one another as you find among our western friends. Then only might I expect to receive. They think we do not have enough of it, or that it isnt the right kind. He seemed quite rational and well-balanced with respect to other problems. How could she be anything else? Our men have sworn great solemn oaths that they were through drinking forever. Therefore, it is not surprising that our drinking careers have been characterized by countless vain attempts to prove we could drink like other people. We found that it is fatal. You put me on the spot every time you get drunk. We suggest you do this as we have done it in the chapter on alcoholism. Doctors may shake their heads and advise you to have him committed. He suffered horribly from his sprees, but it seemed as if nothing could be done for him. Keep his attention focused mainly on your personal experience. What would I not give to make amends. Giving, rather than getting, will become the guiding principle. PRACTICAL EXPERIENCE shows that nothing will so much insure immunity from drinking as intensive work with other alcoholics. Then, in this eastern city, there are informal meetings such as we have described to you, where you may now see scores of members. Friends who have reasoned with him after a spree which has brought him to the point of divorce or bankruptcy are mystified when he walks directly into a saloon. Here is a case in point: One of our friends is a heavy smoker and coffee drinker. We admitted we were powerless over alcohol that our lives had become unmanageable.

We hope the doctor will tell the patient the truth about his condition, whatever that happens to be. As a moderate drinker, you can take your liquor or leave it alone. The grouch and the brainstorm were not for us. We have sometimes reflected more than Jim did upon the consequences. But that was over now. Better men than we are using it constantly. We have begun to develop this vital sixth sense. He will be more likely to follow your suggestions. I know little of where I went or what I said and did. I just thought I would get a sandwich. Though our decision was a vital and crucial step, it could have little permanent effect unless at once followed by a strenuous effort to face, and to be rid of, the things in ourselves which had been blocking us. The use of spiritual principles in such cases was not so well understood as it is now. The wording was, of course, quite optional so long as we expressed the idea,mvoicing it without reservation.

Freds story speaks for itself. Perhaps he is having a secret and exciting affair with the girl who understands. In fairness we must say that she may understand, but what are we going to do about a thing like that? But alcoholism-well, they just dont believe they have it. Provided as 7th Tradition Software We think this method of approach will accomplish several things. But this does not mean that we disregard human health measures.

Sometimes he explodes over a trifle. At first some of us tried to avoid the issue, hoping against hope we were not true alcoholics. He wished above all things to regain self-control. Next morning I telephoned a friend in Montreal. Id prove to the world I was important. There could be no love in such persons, we thought.
Then faith would be dead indeed. I was to test my thinking by the new God-consciousness within. Will he take every necessary step, submit to anything to get well, to stop drinking forever? We find it better, when possible, to stick to our own stories. FOR MOST normal folks, drinking means conviviality, companionship and colorful imagination. But what about his responsibilities-his family and the men who would die because they would not know how to get well, ah-yes, those other alcoholics? We, who are familiar with the symptoms, see large numbers of potential alcoholics among young people everywhere. We could not prove life in the sense that you can prove a straight line is the shortest distance between two points, yet, there it was. We have heard of a few instances where people, who showed definite signs of alcoholism, were able to stop for a long period because of an overpowering desire to do so. Without much ado, he accepted the principles and procedure that had helped us. Little by little the family may see their own defects and admit them. In meditation, we ask God what we should do about each specific matter. I ordered another sandwich and decided to have another glass of milk. As soon as I regained my ability to think, I went carefully over that evening in Washington. Subscribe to our newsletter to receive the latest news, blogs, and so much more! Nearly every modern employer feels a moral responsibility for the well-being of his help, and he tries to meet these responsibilities. We have come to believe He would like us to keep our heads in the clouds with Him, but that our feet ought to be firmly planted on earth. Taking this book down from our shelf we turn to the page which contains the twelve steps. WebThe 164 and More web site Use 164andMore.com to search the Big Book and the 12&12. We meet these conditions every day. Occasionally you will have to meet such conditions. We vigorously commenced this way of living as we cleaned up the past. Barriers which have sprung up between you and your friends will disappear with the growth of sympathetic understanding. They cited cases out of their own experience by the dozen. We know that while the alcoholic keeps away from drink, as he may do for months or years, he reacts much like other men. What about people who proved that man could never fly? Society was about to lock him up. They are questions for each individual to settle for himself. Im sorry I got disturbed. Had they fired me first, and had they then taken steps to see that I was presented with the solution contained in this book, I might have returned to them six months later, a well man. Although these reparations take innumerable forms, there are some general principles which we find guiding. My friend suggested what then seemed a novel idea. Show him these things in yourself and they will be reflected back to you from him. Defeat seemed certain. To duplicate, with such backing, what we have accomplished is only a matter of willingness, patience and labor. They grinned, which I didnt like so much, and then asked me if I thought myself alcoholic and if I were really licked this time. Show him the mental twist which leads to the first drink of a spree. You, as a business man, want to know the necessities before considering the result. Arrived at this point, we were squarely confronted with the question of faith. We find it a real mistake to dampen his enthusiasm for alcoholic work. The exercise of an option brought in more money, leaving us with a profit of several thousand dollars for that year. In time we sailed for Over There. I was very lonely and again turned to alcohol. We have found much of heaven and we have been rocketed into a fourth dimension of existence of which we had not even dreamed. Because of resentment and drinking, he had not paid alimony to his first wife. Your house is filled with strangers. Let him decide for himself. How dark it is before the dawn! Just would he like to? He has just returned from a three-months leave of absence, has taken a cure, looks fine, and to clinch the matter, the board of directors told him this was his last chance., The only answer I could make was that if the man followed the usual pattern, he would go on a bigger bust than ever. Also, grammar has been changed in some cases, as well as, the numbers cited have been changed Sometimes a new man is anxious to proceed at once. If we are planning to stop drinking, there must be no reservation of any kind, nor any lurking notion that someday we will be immune to alcohol. Only a few knew of it at first but, within a short time, it was billboarded throughout the entire company. Many of us have felt, for the first time, the Presence and Power of God within its walls. A spirit of intolerance might repel alcoholics whose lives could have been saved, had it not been for such stupidity. There are those, too, who suffer from grave emotional and mental disorders, but many of them do recover if they have the capacity to be honest. He becomes angry, indignant, self-pitying. We asked ourselves this: Are not some of us just as biased and unreasonable about the realm of the spirit as were the ancients about the realm of the material? Save for a few brief moments of temptation the thought of drink has never returned; and at such times a great revulsion has risen up in him. You can be quite hopeful of a situation like this. I felt I had every right to be self-confident, that it would be only a matter of exercising my will power and keeping on guard. Average novel word counts are generally around 85,000 but they can range from 50,000 to 120,000. Whether you mention this book is a matter for your discretion. We are headed for trouble if we do, for alcohol is a subtle foe. Go or stay away, whichever seems best. We, who have recovered from serious drinking, are miracles of mental health. But we dont delay if it can be avoided. But in their hearts they really do not know why they do it. They had seen miracles, and one was to come to them. Though the family does not fully agree with dads spiritual activities, they should let him have his head. abridged In fact, he may say almost anything if he has accepted our solution which, as you know, demands rigorous honesty. Were we resentful, selfish, dishonest or afraid? Strangely enough, wives, parents and intimate friends usually find us even more unapproachable than do the psychiatrist and the doctor. Why was it, when these dangers were pointed out that they agreed, and then got drunk again immediately? We know of an A.A. member who was living in a large community. Why not bring him into contact with some of our alcoholic crowd? But it was not, for the frightful day came when I drank once more. We have shown how we got out from under. Some of us had already walked far over the Bridge of Reason toward the desired shore of faith. Suppose we fall short of the chosen ideal and stumble? Therefore, ask yourself on each occasion, Have I any good social, business, or personal reason for going to this place? Think of what you can bring to it. It may be slowing him up mentally and physically, but he does not see it. Webhow many words are in the first 164 pages of the big bookcheese trail wisconsin lodging. As our husbands began to apply spiritual principles in their lives, we began to see the desirability of doing so too. As each member of a resentful family begins to see his shortcomings and admits them to the others, he lays a basis for helpful discussion. Then they outlined the spiritual answer and program of action which a hundred of them had followed successfully. He is often perfectly sensible and well balanced concerning everything except liquor, but in that respect he is incredibly dishonest and selfish. Here is one. Bill's Story and Dr. Bob's Nightmare and the personal experiences of some alcoholics are detailed as well as the series of solutions which evolved to become the twelve-step program. Maybe its only a petty offense such as padding the expense account. Liquor caught up with me much faster than I came up behind Walter. Each individual, in the personal stories, describes in his own language and from his own point of view the way he established his relationship with God. We think few, to whom this book will appeal, can stay dry anything like a year. We may not be able to determine which course to take. He fools himself. Was I crazy?

There was that time we had chartered an airplane to complete a jag! Remind the prospect that his recovery is not dependent upon people. We went at once to the country, my wife to applaud while I started out to overtake Walter Hagen. Suddenly the thought crossed my mind that if I were to put an ounce of whiskey in my milk it couldnt hurt me on a full stomach. You might let them know you have no quarrel with the alcoholics of your organization. He often says that if he had continued to work on them, he might have deprived many others, who have since recovered, of their chance. It was impossible to say we had no capacity for faith, or love, or worship. After reading this book, a junior executive can go to such a man and say approximately this, Look here, Ed. They need your companionship and your help. High and low, rich and poor, these are future fellows of Alcoholics Anonymous. If we can answer to our satisfaction, we then look at Step Six. It is a fellowship in Alcoholics Anonymous. He said to the doctor, Is there no exception?, Yes, replied the doctor, there is. Nothing more was required of me to make my beginning. They suspect father is a bit balmy! But we have seen remarkable transformations in our bodies.

This just isnt so. Particularly was it imperative to work with others as he had worked with me. He stood in the Presence of Infinite Power and Love. Never avoid these responsibilities, but be sure you are doing the right thing if you assume them.

Most of us sense that real tolerance of other peoples shortcomings and viewpoints and a respect for their opinions are attitudes which make us more useful to others. This he may do after he gets hurt some more. We shall tell you what we have done. Doctors are rightly loath to tell alcoholic patients the whole story unless it will serve some good purpose. Simply, but smilingly, he said, Ive got religion.. He was as much a fact as we were. It is as good for the wife as for the husband. Let no alcoholic say he cannot recover unless he has his family back. To us, the Realm of Spirit is broad, roomy, all inclusive; never exclusive or forbidding to those who earnestly seek. These tiny bodies are governed by precise laws, and these laws hold true throughout the material world. Some of us once had great self-confidence, but it didnt fully solve the fear problem, or any other. Even in the present century, American newspapers were afraid to print an account of the Wright brothers first successful flight at Kitty Hawk. I cant go through with it. Do not be discouraged. The wars which had been fought, the burnings and chicanery that religious dispute had facilitated, made me sick. So, for one reason or another, they cover these men, hoping matters will take a turn for the better. Perhaps the best way of treating you to a glimpse of your future will be to describe the growth of the fellowship among us. Next we launched out on a course of vigorous action, the first step of which is a personal housecleaning, which many of us had never attempted. Even so has God restored us all to our right minds. We have made our demonstration, done our part. You say, Yes, Im willing. He is under constant fear and tension- that makes for more drinking. That wont hurt him a bit, even though he does not go for this remedy. But my friend sat before me, and he made the point- blank declaration that God had done for him what he could not do for himself. While drinking, he accepted a sum of money from a bitterly-hated business rival, giving him no receipt for it. And who could comprehend a Supreme Being anyhow? Obviously, no rule can be laid down. But, as with most humans, he is more likely to have varied traits. If he has trouble later, he is likely to say you rushed him. Our homes have been battle-grounds many an evening. These things will come to pass naturally and in good time provided, however, the alcoholic continues to demonstrate that he can be sober, considerate, and helpful, regardless of what anyone says or does. The exceptions are few. While on the subject of confidence, can you adopt the attitude that so far as you are concerned this will be a strictly personal matter, that his alcoholic derelictions, the treatment about to be undertaken, will never be discussed without his consent? But obviously you cannot transmit something you havent got. We must remember that ten or twenty years of drunkenness would make a skeptic out of anyone. If anyone who is showing inability to control his drinking can do the right- about-face and drink like a gentleman, our hats are off to him. We know women who are unafraid, even happy under these conditions. IN THE PRECEDING chapters you have learned something of alcoholism. Let us have a look at some of them. My wife began to work in a department store, coming home exhausted to find me drunk. We have a way out on which we can absolutely agree, and upon which we can join in brotherly and harmonious action. Why lay ourselves open to being branded fanatics or religious bores? You fellows are somebody. Never mind the musty past; here sat a miracle directly across the kitchen table. For did we not believe in our own reasoning? I saw that growth could start from that point. Ministers and doctors are competent and you can learn much from them if you wish, but it happens that because of your own drinking experience you can be uniquely useful to other alcoholics. The consciousness of your belief is sure to come to you. He saw that he had to place the outcome in Gods hands or he would soon start drinking again, and all would be lost anyhow.

We began to see that the world and its people really dominated us. MOST OF us have been unwilling to admit we were real alcoholics. Even though your husband becomes unbearable and you have to leave him temporarily, you should, if you can, go without rancor. As the whisky rose to my head I told myself I would manage better next time, but I might as well get good and drunk then. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others. I acquired the impeccable coat of tan one sees upon the well-to-do. We put them on paper, even though we had no resentment in connection with them. The expression on the faces of the women, that indefinable something in the eyes of the men, the stimulating and electric atmosphere of the place, conspired to let him know that here was haven at last. You can help when no one else can. I must turn in all things to the Father of Light who presides over us all. You may be unable to do so, no matter how hard you try. 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It was so baffling, so heartbreaking. If he says yes, does he really mean it, or down inside does he think he is fooling you, and that after rest and treatment he will be able to get away with a few drinks now and then? Why this ready acceptance? They want him to make a fuss over them. Your husband may be willing to talk to one of them. There are over 38,000 passages like the examples shown above. Once in a while he may tell the truth.

The unexpected result was that our husbands seemed to like it. There were flights from city to country and back, as my wife and I sought escape. Their defects may be glaring, but the chances are that our own actions are partly responsible. To this man, the revelation was sudden. We now see that when we began to drink deliberately, instead of casually, there was little serious or effective thought during the period of premeditation of what the terrific consequences might be. There had been no fight. We are without defense against the first drink. Perhaps it is going to be that way with you. In the prize ring, this would be called leading with the chin.

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